Sorry if i din update been well bz. 1st thing 1st ive said what i wanted to say for so long deep within me and i feel lifted from it but i somehow feel guilty. cuz now i know that some of my words arent really true. well at 1st i was kind mad and angry so i did made words that dint reli mean anything. i did love at her at the beggining. i would die for her even though im not her wif her i would still die for her. i would like to say thank you...you change my life and move me alot. ive been thinking like a fool and act like one. but you change me with your experience. there are some good sides of what you did.....i would like to say Im great for what you did...and im sorry of what i say or everything dumb i did..... IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID IN THE PAST, IN MY HEART YOUR ALWAYS MY FRIEND AND FAMILY...NO MATTER HOW MUCH U HATE ME.
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on the other subject i went to the japanese spring festival "THE BON ADORI" its an awesome place and its place in shah alam stadium. 1st we got into Kun huats mums car which we all fit in. We reach there about 6 at OH MY LORD there were so many people and mostly in normal clothes and all in yukata,kimonos,and uhhh japanese cartoon character (they said no cosplay but they got in sumhow...O.O). The food there was delicious...yum yum!!! but sadly the prices is very very bad. Alot of pretty and cute japanese girls there in their tradisional clothes. I took some pics with them but i cant display cause its not clear and its all MINE muahaha!! ^^ joking. Im serious about the not clear thing.
When me, my sis and yeng be's family sat down to get something to eat, i saw a girl in black and i start to wonder "Could that be who i think it is?" so i gave my "could be fwen" a call and waddyaknow it was HER!!! except she looks older XD sorry cindy. I went up to her and talk to her abit and i saw a girl in grey sweater, cute and nice face, long hair and OH GOD it couldnt be!! its my godsis i havent see for 2years. Haha i was kinda happy i saw her so i gave her a hug. Later all of a sudden cindy and my godsis almost spray 100plus on me till i ran away....far away. XD
So mostly i spent the whole day with my godsis talk about the years we missed. I bought her a drink, she brought me a fwen of hers haha. She's pretty and they both dance!! AWESOME! big coincidence ^^. We talk and laugh but soon we dance the traditional japanese dance. It was fun abit akward but its nice. Then we sat down and talked for like the whole day i guess soon i met her brother nice fellows good with his english haha. At 9 something its time to say goodbye to her and her hot friend T.T. I gave her more than 3hugs and held tightly bfore i say goodbye. After that we message alot and i went back to kun huats house and watched P.S I Love You its a very nice and heart-warming show. I actually slept in the middle of the movie and all of a sudden i woke up and saw the ending LOLX!!!!! we slept like at 2.am.
Wake up sometimes and slept haha wonderfull day and for any of you guys would say "whoa shaun sounds like a dream date for you" haha its not. Its just a day when i found back an old "girlfriend" of mine i din see for 2 years ^^
check y'all and god bless everyone....im sorry jules.....ur stil and always in my prayers thanks!!
Love, Saber your buddy