Thursday, July 24, 2008
You know many people every think about what was their past life before this once?(if any of you believe in past life) i know i do. And i had 1 dream i use to be a soldier but that wasnt really clear. But now the real thing is i have a conspiracy that i use to be a GIRL in the past.
It does explain somethings about me i mean like for instance:
1.) My emotional attitude
2.) My big boottayyy xD
3.) My feminine interest of gossip and magazines like (Galaxie,Hot,Malaysia celebirty mag)
4.) My interest in love songs like (teardrops on my guitar,I'm yours)
5.) It could explain why i might like entertainment
6.) It explain why i dont mind being so open
7.) Not shy to bootttyyy shake hehehe
8.) Nor minding hanging out with girls
9.) Prefer to dance then sport
10.) I think thats about it O____O
But what goes beyond this life and the past is still and unknown to me but im stuck between wishing i would know and wishing i wouldnt know. As everyone know the truth maybe as fearfull as the lies. OH YA!!! I HAVE A NAME FOR MY FUTURE DAUGHTER, well ok it started like this eli and avalo my 2 besties!!! Love you guys started naming people by their opposite gender like poh yee as Uncle Tony, Kun huat as Auntie Pink, Me as Auntie Bonnie(i like this name dun ask ^^) or Auntie Jennifer then this is the part where it hits me. I could be a girl!!! in the past. Soon my besties call me Jennifer or Bonnie Wan Wing ling. HAHA it was a good name for a future daughter of the wan family. I like that name, and i smile everytime i think of it haha. Jennifer wan wing ling.....got a ring to it. *winks*
Anyway here is the last topic to my blog today. It happened on Wednesday when we have our daily PE session we went down the long stops on the left side of block C. (For surians...you know?the long steps?the long.tall,tiring wans?) I was holding a radio while walking down the steps with my class. I was talking to eli and avalo about dancing and soon i trip and started falling down the stairs(in the way of walking down the stairs damn fast) if it wasnt for my classmates blocking the way i would have fall face flat but i safely made it to the foyer B floor, stood there radio tightly in my arms then fell butt 1st. Later Yong chang picked me up like a lil baby and drop me near the bar gates. Soon daniel pulled me over his shoulder and brought me down to Foyer A,which he as usual drop me down. I was returned the radio by zhe min and liamooree came by me and said "Shaun why did you run down the stairs to fast?i thought you did that on purpose and soon i saw you standing there for awhile before dropping. 0____O" and in truth i have no idea what happened but i think God saved my life that day for without my classmates, my face and teeth would be everywhere on the foyer ^^.
oK GTG love you all guys!!!
Praying for jules every night and every time
Love, your 1 and only D Saber!!! XD
<3
3:28 PM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
For most people who already know i can dance is fine...im not boasting cuz dancing is nothing to be shy of, it should be sumtin you can be proud of. Ive been like dancing street for 4years so far and its a long way to get here. No teachers, no studio, no guidance...only my surroundings. Some dancing doesnt reli need teachers to teach. They're guiding you not creating your style. Each of us should have our own styles like Mak wen liquid popping, Ding hans strong footwork, Lyns and shaun ng amazing freestyle ability, Eli creativity and skills to female hiphop. We all have our specialties. For me...well i wun say much of me. Non-dancing ability also can help like My director Avalo check our sharp movements and beat coordination. She helped ALOT seriously ^^.
Dancing is kinda lonely nowdays since i havin found the right partner to dance with. I mean a person who can understand what i can. So far in skol ive only found 1 bboy who understands. Lin jie. He's a hard shuffler,krumper,bboy and he knows his roots from dancing like me. I love battling but as you know malaysians are shy to dance so few chances i can battle except at sungai wang. I wish for all those people out there and ESPICIALLY im aiming at cempaka. Any of you guys wana battle me please say so cuz im always ready. ^^ thank you
Love, dancing fool XD
<3
9:16 PM
1st it was a sight not to forgetIt was something so special few would respectI've never seen such a thingThat make me dance and sing till dogs have wingsIt lasted for few months i would never expectThat she was the 1st to make me sadBut it wasnt only tears that go down my eyeIt was many things that would make me smileTill angels from heaven can never frownTime has taken its toll as it changeTill the place where we cant sayThe 3 words that make skies dropAnd can even break the earth of its solid rockI miss her everydayI wish i can speak to her cuz i have alot to sayI think i know what to seeIt seems that we are never meant to beI wish i could change timeTo make your life as easy as pieAs we all wish we can fly back in timeTo fix the mistake we wish we hadn't makeGod i hope it was easy to breakAs a heart is as gentle as a lakeEasily polluted, hard to cleanI think this is makin me queezy ^^I love her and that will never changeNot even god can make this mazeFrom her heart to mineIts not easy to simply fineSuch thing as to seeYou wish you would be set freeOf your emotion and loveFor the 1 girl you think you fell in love ^^I love her,I wish i could speak to herI wish i could hold herI wish i could kiss herI wish i could hug herI wish alot to happen these few daysI wish she would speak to me everydayI wan to see her smile and laughSo i can stop her from being sadiM SORRY guys if this is kinda lame for a poem...im not good at it like i use to ^^Love,saber D
<3
5:40 PM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
- Hey guys sorry didnt update awhile...was kinda bz and internet wasnt working that "well" ^^ ok 1st update
1. PMR is coming!!!!!!!!OMG time for playing is done, time to study has begun beware mortals!
2. Great news almost everyone under me can freestyle... Big Congratz to Shaun ng who achieve what many didnt think he can and im proud of him like a father to a son
3. Gone through some stuff with my past and now im hearing and doing what ive been told thats right - 4. Maths seminar was awesome and suprisingly amazing. Science was okok....still have Geo,Sej,Eng,Bm(guh! XD) and i think Kh?O.O
5. Trying to get a job to earn some ching-a-ling hehe
6. Life still not as exciting i wan it to be
7. I went around the house in my towel cooking and eating stuff and no1 cared!! =D spectacular!
8.Sorry to a special sum1 for the past and i wish when the time comes we can stil be close fwens(i wan that to happen alot0
9. Praying ritual gona start soon yipeee!!! its like 30 days
10. Worried on all the things going through my mind at once @.@
11. Loving life and all my fwens(made new ones 2! ^^z)
12. God bless everyone, (fwens,family,distant fwens and all)
13. Gtg dad coming haha byez
Love, Ur buddy Saber!
XOXO
<3
9:37 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Sorry if i din update been well bz. 1st thing 1st ive said what i wanted to say for so long deep within me and i feel lifted from it but i somehow feel guilty. cuz now i know that some of my words arent really true. well at 1st i was kind mad and angry so i did made words that dint reli mean anything. i did love at her at the beggining. i would die for her even though im not her wif her i would still die for her. i would like to say thank you...you change my life and move me alot. ive been thinking like a fool and act like one. but you change me with your experience. there are some good sides of what you did.....i would like to say Im great for what you did...and im sorry of what i say or everything dumb i did..... IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID IN THE PAST, IN MY HEART YOUR ALWAYS MY FRIEND AND FAMILY...NO MATTER HOW MUCH U HATE ME.
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on the other subject i went to the japanese spring festival "THE BON ADORI" its an awesome place and its place in shah alam stadium. 1st we got into Kun huats mums car which we all fit in. We reach there about 6 at OH MY LORD there were so many people and mostly in normal clothes and all in yukata,kimonos,and uhhh japanese cartoon character (they said no cosplay but they got in sumhow...O.O). The food there was delicious...yum yum!!! but sadly the prices is very very bad. Alot of pretty and cute japanese girls there in their tradisional clothes. I took some pics with them but i cant display cause its not clear and its all MINE muahaha!! ^^ joking. Im serious about the not clear thing.
When me, my sis and yeng be's family sat down to get something to eat, i saw a girl in black and i start to wonder "Could that be who i think it is?" so i gave my "could be fwen" a call and waddyaknow it was HER!!! except she looks older XD sorry cindy. I went up to her and talk to her abit and i saw a girl in grey sweater, cute and nice face, long hair and OH GOD it couldnt be!! its my godsis i havent see for 2years. Haha i was kinda happy i saw her so i gave her a hug. Later all of a sudden cindy and my godsis almost spray 100plus on me till i ran away....far away. XD
So mostly i spent the whole day with my godsis talk about the years we missed. I bought her a drink, she brought me a fwen of hers haha. She's pretty and they both dance!! AWESOME! big coincidence ^^. We talk and laugh but soon we dance the traditional japanese dance. It was fun abit akward but its nice. Then we sat down and talked for like the whole day i guess soon i met her brother nice fellows good with his english haha. At 9 something its time to say goodbye to her and her hot friend T.T. I gave her more than 3hugs and held tightly bfore i say goodbye. After that we message alot and i went back to kun huats house and watched P.S I Love You its a very nice and heart-warming show. I actually slept in the middle of the movie and all of a sudden i woke up and saw the ending LOLX!!!!! we slept like at 2.am.
Wake up sometimes and slept haha wonderfull day and for any of you guys would say "whoa shaun sounds like a dream date for you" haha its not. Its just a day when i found back an old "girlfriend" of mine i din see for 2 years ^^
check y'all and god bless everyone....im sorry jules.....ur stil and always in my prayers thanks!!
Love, Saber your buddy
<3
8:05 PM
Friday, July 4, 2008
Yo check y'all this is the 1 of the crew of the Silver flair and i got to say this I love all of you guys!!!!!!!
We maybe a dance crew but we're more than that. We're a family which choose people who not only or mus know how to dance but must have passion,attitude(good ones *wink*),love for it...^^ if u think ur right for us, u nid to do 3 things, prove it,show it,be it. Thats all y'all got to do be in...gtg bouncin! check!
P.S if u dare to hurt or touch or even say anything about me or my fwens i will fuckin kill you i SWEAR to the almighty father in heavens and other gods of the worlds i will hurt u like hell.....before u hit them come through me and u better hell stay away Dickheads
GIVIN MUCH THANKS TO MARK NG FOR CREATING THIS LOGO
<3
9:19 PM
Hey guys sorry didnt update awhile...was kinda bz and internet wasnt working that "well" ^^ ok 1st update
1. PMR is coming!!!!!!!!OMG time for playing is done, time to study has begun beware mortals!
2. Great news almost everyone under me can freestyle... Big Congratz to Shaun ng who achieve what many didnt think he can and im proud of him like a father to a son
3. Gone through some stuff with my past and now im hearing and doing what ive been told thats right
1. PMR is coming!!!!!!!!OMG time for playing is done, time to study has begun beware mortals!
2. Great news almost everyone under me can freestyle... Big Congratz to Shaun ng who achieve what many didnt think he can and im proud of him like a father to a son
3. Gone through some stuff with my past and now im hearing and doing what ive been told thats right
4. Maths seminar was awesome and suprisingly amazing. Science was okok....still have Geo,Sej,Eng,Bm(guh! XD) and i think Kh?O.O
5. Trying to get a job to earn some ching-a-ling hehe
6. Life still not as exciting i wan it to be
7. I went around the house in my towel cooking and eating stuff and no1 cared!! =D spectacular!
8.Sorry to a special sum1 for the past and i wish when the time comes we can stil be close fwens(i wan that to happen alot0
9. Praying ritual gona start soon yipeee!!! its like 30 days
10. Worried on all the things going through my mind at once @.@
11. Loving life and all my fwens(made new ones 2! ^^z)
12. God bless everyone, (fwens,family,distant fwens and all)
13. Gtg dad coming haha byez
Love, Ur buddy Saber!
XOXO
5. Trying to get a job to earn some ching-a-ling hehe
6. Life still not as exciting i wan it to be
7. I went around the house in my towel cooking and eating stuff and no1 cared!! =D spectacular!
8.Sorry to a special sum1 for the past and i wish when the time comes we can stil be close fwens(i wan that to happen alot0
9. Praying ritual gona start soon yipeee!!! its like 30 days
10. Worried on all the things going through my mind at once @.@
11. Loving life and all my fwens(made new ones 2! ^^z)
12. God bless everyone, (fwens,family,distant fwens and all)
13. Gtg dad coming haha byez
Love, Ur buddy Saber!
XOXO
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on the other subject i went to the japanese spring festival "THE BON ADORI" its an awesome place and its place in shah alam stadium. 1st we got into Kun huats mums car which we all fit in. We reach there about 6 at OH MY LORD there were so many people and mostly in normal clothes and all in yukata,kimonos,and uhhh japanese cartoon character (they said no cosplay but they got in sumhow...O.O). The food there was delicious...yum yum!!! but sadly the prices is very very bad. Alot of pretty and cute japanese girls there in their tradisional clothes. I took some pics with them but i cant display cause its not clear and its all MINE muahaha!! ^^ joking. Im serious about the not clear thing.
When me, my sis and yeng be's family sat down to get something to eat, i saw a girl in black and i start to wonder "Could that be who i think it is?" so i gave my "could be fwen" a call and waddyaknow it was HER!!! except she looks older XD sorry cindy. I went up to her and talk to her abit and i saw a girl in grey sweater, cute and nice face, long hair and OH GOD it couldnt be!! its my godsis i havent see for 2years. Haha i was kinda happy i saw her so i gave her a hug. Later all of a sudden cindy and my godsis almost spray 100plus on me till i ran away....far away. XD
So mostly i spent the whole day with my godsis talk about the years we missed. I bought her a drink, she brought me a fwen of hers haha. She's pretty and they both dance!! AWESOME! big coincidence ^^. We talk and laugh but soon we dance the traditional japanese dance. It was fun abit akward but its nice. Then we sat down and talked for like the whole day i guess soon i met her brother nice fellows good with his english haha. At 9 something its time to say goodbye to her and her hot friend T.T. I gave her more than 3hugs and held tightly bfore i say goodbye. After that we message alot and i went back to kun huats house and watched P.S I Love You its a very nice and heart-warming show. I actually slept in the middle of the movie and all of a sudden i woke up and saw the ending LOLX!!!!! we slept like at 2.am.
Wake up sometimes and slept haha wonderfull day and for any of you guys would say "whoa shaun sounds like a dream date for you" haha its not. Its just a day when i found back an old "girlfriend" of mine i din see for 2 years ^^
check y'all and god bless everyone....im sorry jules.....ur stil and always in my prayers thanks!!
Love, Saber your buddy
Yo check y'all this is the 1 of the crew of the Silver flair and i got to say this I love all of you guys!!!!!!!We maybe a dance crew but we're more than that. We're a family which choose people who not only or mus know how to dance but must have passion,attitude(good ones *wink*),love for it...^^ if u think ur right for us, u nid to do 3 things, prove it,show it,be it. Thats all y'all got to do be in...gtg bouncin! check!