Sunday, June 29, 2008
Ive been fucked up,
but i shall return,
to destroy those who deserve to be burn,
hope their soul will never return,
to the light where they have sinned,
damn their life to be who they've been.
Let their anger burn,
let their blood boil,
let their screams for tears and release of pain,
when it could only make it worst.
i shall smite them who stand tall,
i shall kill those who let their words come,
i shall strike their skin,
tear it out to let them see,
that they have thick skin,
to let anything in!!!
I SHALL DESTROY THOSE WHO WOULD SEE,
THAT UR HURTING ME MORE THAN U CAN SPEAK,
U SHALL BURN IN HELL FOR I CARE,
U SHALL FEAR ME WHEN IM THERE,
FUCK U ALL TO DAMNATION,
FUCK U ALL FOR THIS DETREMINATION,
TO HURT THOSE BEFORE UR EYES,
U SHALL DIE BY MY HANDS AND ONLY MY HANDS,
BEFORE I LET DEATH TAKE YOU AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, June 27, 2008
This is for her my shawty who's out there ....my fav music to my 1 and oni shawty ^^
Here the lyrics y'all dedicating chris brown part to her ^^
[Chorus:]Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine
shorty like mine
[Hook:]I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)
Cute face nice size like (mineee)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)
mean walk talk the talk help me tell 'em what's up
[Bow wow]
I knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'
Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girls
on my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me down
I roll wit her know go wit it now I'mma grow wit it now I'ma go get her that's how
I got her don't be mad you can't get one hotter broke them up when they made lil' momma
I don't care what my niggas say she been there everyday for my drama Some of the homies
hate cause they want her wish they the ones that's datin' my woman gone get a good look cause she fine
and I don't mind cause she mine
[Chorus]
[Hook]
[Bridge (Chris Brown):]I got all this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to her
I don't care what the fellas say bout it cause I got somethin' to say bout it
Wat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' it
There ain't a price u can put on a girl who knows just what to say whenyou need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else if
I don't know nothin' else I know
[Chorus:]Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mine
[Hook:]I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)
Cute face nice size like (mineee)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)
mean walk talk the talk help me tell 'em what's up
[Bow wow]I wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose her
I'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirls in that little skirt
just for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dube-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit the
right prize I'ma give it to her to the rhythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mind
you can't buy that and the site of her behind when she walk on by make anigga wanna try that she got the prettiest smile and she gangsta keep me
from runnin' wild and I thank her and we can talk about anything she got
good conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patient
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
You know nodays in many schools we got the most population of people known as ah bengs or lala's but now thanks to 1 of my advisers *winks*......now today i would like to talk about their "love" life which is pretty simple to see and notice. ( Chinks is a type of person not a race kind..if u guys say "but we are all chinese" is because we are but this chinks are a type of person..==")
Chinks are easy specimen and spieces to understand and f.y.i if any of you would say "there is no such things as chins" then sadly people you are 1 urself cuz u dun understand it. Now starting with the ambicious male of the spieces. Male chins are basically noisy,hyper,jelled hair people who speaks every sentence with these bad words such as "ma hai,chi bai,diu ni ama" and soooo on. If you've been or heard people like this then yes u can finally say "He's a chinks". Now by count of their attitude they're more of a competitive people. They bound to show off or brag about something they can do but when someone can do better, they gain a very easy word to describe those people. They call them "lancee" people as u can say "show off". But now lets not go out of topic.Today we're goin to talk about how they connect themselves to "LOVE''
As many of well....rephrase that...few of you know that they have a love cycle called the G.B.S.D code that has been created recently. 1st word is GET a girlfriend. Chinks males will choose pretty girls of any kind regardless of their attitude and other features such as brains. All they need is Body and looks to secure their need of a "golden trophy". 2nd is the letter B means BOAST about their girlfriend most chins will say "Check my girl out...aint she HOT?" well they're not smart enough to say that but close. Chins group in big numbers espicially males, all their friends are like jockys except......noiser. As usual for a jock to brag about getting a new hot girlfriend so well they do the same. HAHA DUMB CHINKS *ahem* sorry.
Now next is S for skrew. Chinks will use the term "get into my pants" then leave her. They will use them like batteries till their satisfied for whatever they want and throw them away. Chinks will not like a girl who has features that will make any guy smile but instead have a pretty look and HELL is good enough for them. They will get a handfull of the girls body for their needs or well till they get bored or something.
And now finally the BIG D.....FOR DUMP! chins will dump their girl till their use is fullfill. Is a simple thing and they use the most outrageous and DUMB excuse ive ever heard........ like "your not fun to be with, umm no feel, i dun like you anymore, i like my ex, i like other girl" i mean if they want sex and all go find a hooker but they just cant seem to get it now can they? Girls out there listen to me good and well. Better to hurt the chin(male) before he hurts you more than you know. But most females have no idea what these chins are capable of to them. YA they maybe charming and handsome to take your heart but deep inside...the hunger to touch you grows as soon as he knows you trust him with your full heart.
LADIES PLEASE LISTEN GOOD...HURT THE CHIN BEFORE HE HURTS YOU AND TRUST ME IT HURTS MORE. THEY PRATICALLY DESERVE YOUR REJECTION AND DO NOT LET THAT "ITS COOL TO DATE A GUY WAY OLDER THAN ME" GO INTO UR MIND SO PLZ SKREW THEIR ASS BEFORE URS GET SKREWED THANK YOU.
Friday, June 20, 2008
I think for a week ive been living in fear to say hi or afraid to even talk to her. There was alot of things going on between me and her and well its been a roller coaster for her mostly. I pity her alot about what happened in her life and so on. But never once i ever think of leaving her or walking out on her. I will hold on tightly and do whatever i can to help or wun let her go. Every night i pray for her safety and release of the pain in her life to GOD my 1 and only king. She's 1 of the few people i would never let go no matter how much it pain me or hurt me. I love her and all my friends like elizabeth,mark,daniel,avalo,ze lyn,lu yi,ding han,wing honn,meng lu,shannon,zhe min,kang ming( even though we're not as close as i think we are) and the list goes on so far till it can reach the heavens.Not only form3 but form4 people who treated me so nicely(some) like joo lee,amanda,steph,calvin,alex,han yang,ming kun,daniel,bilal,adam,fahan,kar lel they were all so nice to me and treated me like family and i for same love them alot 2 and all of them has been really really close with me.I love them all with my heart as much as i can. Life has friends, friends are like family, family is blood. Meaning if i would ever lose any of them...apart of me will fly away and die and inside of me i know im dying inside when 1 part of me even a drop of my blood(fwens) go away.
ALL I WANT TO SAY IS I LOVE U ALL EVERY1 AND IM SORRY FOR ANY WRONG I DID I LOVE YOU ALL.EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today i felt so piss of at those people in my school we call "chins". They piss me off hard today and ya i know ur wonderin why?well i'll tell you why...they disrespect me and my way of dancing in school alot of times. I will train my moves by freestylin and in street freestylin is always good to learn new moves u never know. After dance classes i would freestyle on my own to release everything, anger,hate and all into an art form.
As i do it my other members will rest, pratice their moves or watch me freestyle then those freaking "chins" came and saw me doing what i do best. Soon later while going down foyer C stairs to Foyer B grounds i heared a tall sharp looking shit-head saying in cantonese "That form3 boy so damn show off(in chinese lancee, etc. LCLY)" when i heard this i was so outraged!!! i mean like in street freestylin is usual and they call this showoff???i mean like WTF! they seriously got a probelm with me?then battle me in the way i love.
STREET DANCE BATTLE BABY!!!!!!!!
You chins are so dumb in a way not knowing how to battle and wan to call me showoff??As a dancer like mewe take that as a challenge or an insult to our pride and love for this art.haiz screw their asses and sum1 in the school form4 prefect doesnt like me very much. Well if you dont biatch come and tell me in my face. I wun mind to take all the crap from ur mouth you slut. Dang lar u guys are so immature. In my way if u got sumtin to say, say it out then battle but i guess a slut like you cant even dance for shit now can ya?HMPH!
<3
6:08 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
I am so hating that prick u call a teacher. en karim is our skols disiplin teacher and actually i kinda pity him cuz of his wife!! now im piss off!! on 18 june 2008 i fell full impact on my right kneecap...i told the teacher about it and the following conversation goes like this.
Shaun: "cikgu my knee feels funny i think its bruised up"
Teacher: "you should get some ice on that"
Shaun: "ok then can i go get it now?"
Teacher: "where u goin?"
Shaun: "uhh the skols clinic?"
Teacher: "later"
The next thing you know my kneecap swollen so i got some ices on it but the nurse wun let me use some bandages so i use rubberband to tie around it and use my PE shirt to tie as a bandage to keep it where it should be. So as usual mark(my loyal bestfwen) would accompany me up to class from clinic and guess what karim called me in
Karim(using black cuz he is): "dik mari sini"
Shaun: "what cikgu?"
Karim: "kenapa kaki macam tu?"
Shaun: "kaki saya cedera lar cigku"
Karim: "take it off"Shaun: " *suprise face* why?"Karim: " (translation his bm into english) i saw 1 boy wif a leg like urs going around KL asking for money"Shaun: " *outraged face, din say anything* *takes cloth off and storm away* later at the stairs i was like WTF? is he calling me a begger?i was so pissed off i was cursing and shouting his name at the foyer C stairs...mark was shock by my anger and try to calm me down but plz lar he's always "students mus learn how to respect the teachers". he's saying it like respect can be bought and asked from. He dun respect people then why should we do the same?I was so pissed off till i shouted this to my fwens and they all agreed that he's a prick. Later at GKK we were dancing as usual and my leg feels soooo much better that i can bust a few moves. Later he saw me and smiled wif his prick ass face and said "Shaun ini suka berlakon, tipu orang sahaja" HOW DARE HE FUCKIN SAID THAT!!!!!! I WAS SO PISS OFF I KRUMP BEHIND HIS BACK THAT MUCKIN BABI!~ HE HAS NO RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME AND HE DOESNT EVEN KNW ME FOR LORDS SAKE I SWEAR!. Haiz....this is displince?where himself has no idea what it is!!! *sigh* oh well....he's a prick what else? Shouting out to all my peeps and fwens love you all ^^ everyone in my life i will always love them!! everyone!! ^^ *wink*
<3
7:54 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
I always dreamnt sometimes that 1 day i will my "shawty" in the most amazing way. I always hoped she's a hot street dancer battling at a party or open dance battle anywhere and i go in and dance with her or battle her. After that (me or her win) i would approach to her resting or drinking and talked to her saying how amazing she moves and never seen anything like it before. Then she ask me to dance with her again and we conquer the dance floor together ^^ OOOOHHHH GOD i would love that. Me and my girl dancing together on the floor like the dancers we are. maybe get her email,phone contact and she lives nearby my place and hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!! ladies and gentlemen my shawty!!!! haha but sadly *sigh* i haven found that girl, well cuz no girl in malaysia will haev mad street skills or they do and they dun dare to show it out. i know i may never find her here or in my school but i know 1 day maybe after PMR dancing in sum1's party or a open dance battle in a shopping mall or public area. i will know if my shawty's there cuz she got the moves i would love to see that will make my jaws brek open wide.....SHAWTY IM COMING FOR YOU!!!!! WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!!XD... PEACE OUT Y'ALL Saber singing out! Givin a shoutout to joo lee!!!! best wishes and love to her i pray ^^ peace out V y'all!
<3
6:22 PM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
On 16 may is the day the silver flair shines against......this....wonderfull school (sacrasm). We prove that street is the best thing to a dance but "SOME PEOPLE" do not understand that term. see ive been dance for like 4 years?and all my style is street and only street. Me and my crew have shown these people wats street but somehow it don't get to their thick skull and they dunno what it means to be street...i love crew....my family....my fwens ^^ >>>> thats them me, mak wen,ding han, ze lyn and eli!! ^^ we're bunch of crazy people who have fun with the moves but times get short...we get serious laddies and in this crew we get to express ourselves openly and we all love dancing that whats this crew is about not the fame or glamour but the enjoyment of dance(very few people get this concept haiz). we rock the school,the show and the crowd haha!...later the band take pics and me as usual going around the school with eli and mess around. we went to the office and teachers room around taking random pics with our schools most beloved ^^ enjoy!!
<3
8:07 PM
Damn crap....around 6 in the morning my lower leg muscles strain up and here comes the pain CRAMP!!!! it hurts like hell and i was jumping everywhere till it stop and i quickly stay still and didnt wana move at all....at the end i MISS SCHOOL...haiz i like scholl abit all my fwens,work is acceptable and teachers i like ^^. so mostly i am stuck at home hoping this pain wont bother me tomoro seriously if it does i am sooooo goin to be reli pissed!!! im not the type to let physical pain ruin my day....well gtg rest...stupid cramps....byez y'all peace out from SABER!!!!<<<<<see my signature colour yeeeeeee!!
<3
10:47 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Bored at home so i took some pics of myself gangsta!!>>>>homie!!!
<3
6:20 PM
Today i was like sooooo bored with no society at GKK and i kept looking at foyer C floor....all empty....no use....haiz i always imagine me and a group of people dancing there...them following my moves and all...its nice to see that and my heart feel free and i was happy. im pretty excited when i saw that and wish i could haha...well i hanged out with MJJ,calvin,amanda,joo lee and alex at the magazine cabin as usual watching them doing their things. i was thinking quite deep on wether i should set this club or not haha. Some people think im being emo when i go deep thought haha quite funny oh well...time to bounce check y'all later peace V XD
<3
6:12 PM
Hmmmm first time writing this BLOG thing, STILL TRYing to figure this thing haha. Sooooo sorri if i seem abit well...not sure how to blog haha im 15 and a half but if u see it properly that my birthday is january 6 1993 i should be 16 yay!!..haha i love dancing!!! big fan of street stlye hiphop and love watching movies with comedy,dance,romance with comedy,action with comedy haha anything with comedy is the BEST. i love making fwens and 1 of my friends say im the oni 1 of my kind here....the dancer type haiz,.....i hope there's sumone out there like me......well this is my 1st post and i hope this is wat they all do for 1st time ^^ au revoir(french for byebye)
<3
5:59 PM
Damn crap....around 6 in the morning my lower leg muscles strain up and here comes the pain CRAMP!!!! it hurts like hell and i was jumping everywhere till it stop and i quickly stay still and didnt wana move at all....at the end i MISS SCHOOL...haiz i like scholl abit all my fwens,work is acceptable and teachers i like ^^. so mostly i am stuck at home hoping this pain wont bother me tomoro seriously if it does i am sooooo goin to be reli pissed!!! im not the type to let physical pain ruin my day....well gtg rest...stupid cramps....byez y'all peace out from SABER!!!!<<<<<see my signature colour yeeeeeee!!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Today i was like sooooo bored with no society at GKK and i kept looking at foyer C floor....all empty....no use....haiz i always imagine me and a group of people dancing there...them following my moves and all...its nice to see that and my heart feel free and i was happy. im pretty excited when i saw that and wish i could haha...well i hanged out with MJJ,calvin,amanda,joo lee and alex at the magazine cabin as usual watching them doing their things. i was thinking quite deep on wether i should set this club or not haha. Some people think im being emo when i go deep thought haha quite funny oh well...time to bounce check y'all later peace V XD
<3
6:12 PM
Hmmmm first time writing this BLOG thing, STILL TRYing to figure this thing haha. Sooooo sorri if i seem abit well...not sure how to blog haha im 15 and a half but if u see it properly that my birthday is january 6 1993 i should be 16 yay!!..haha i love dancing!!! big fan of street stlye hiphop and love watching movies with comedy,dance,romance with comedy,action with comedy haha anything with comedy is the BEST. i love making fwens and 1 of my friends say im the oni 1 of my kind here....the dancer type haiz,.....i hope there's sumone out there like me......well this is my 1st post and i hope this is wat they all do for 1st time ^^ au revoir(french for byebye)
<3
5:59 PM
Hmmmm first time writing this BLOG thing, STILL TRYing to figure this thing haha. Sooooo sorri if i seem abit well...not sure how to blog haha im 15 and a half but if u see it properly that my birthday is january 6 1993 i should be 16 yay!!..haha i love dancing!!! big fan of street stlye hiphop and love watching movies with comedy,dance,romance with comedy,action with comedy haha anything with comedy is the BEST. i love making fwens and 1 of my friends say im the oni 1 of my kind here....the dancer type haiz,.....i hope there's sumone out there like me......well this is my 1st post and i hope this is wat they all do for 1st time ^^ au revoir(french for byebye)