Friday, June 20, 2008
I think for a week ive been living in fear to say hi or afraid to even talk to her. There was alot of things going on between me and her and well its been a roller coaster for her mostly. I pity her alot about what happened in her life and so on. But never once i ever think of leaving her or walking out on her. I will hold on tightly and do whatever i can to help or wun let her go. Every night i pray for her safety and release of the pain in her life to GOD my 1 and only king. She's 1 of the few people i would never let go no matter how much it pain me or hurt me. I love her and all my friends like elizabeth,mark,daniel,avalo,ze lyn,lu yi,ding han,wing honn,meng lu,shannon,zhe min,kang ming( even though we're not as close as i think we are) and the list goes on so far till it can reach the heavens.Not only form3 but form4 people who treated me so nicely(some) like joo lee,amanda,steph,calvin,alex,han yang,ming kun,daniel,bilal,adam,fahan,kar lel they were all so nice to me and treated me like family and i for same love them alot 2 and all of them has been really really close with me.I love them all with my heart as much as i can. Life has friends, friends are like family, family is blood. Meaning if i would ever lose any of them...apart of me will fly away and die and inside of me i know im dying inside when 1 part of me even a drop of my blood(fwens) go away.
ALL I WANT TO SAY IS I LOVE U ALL EVERY1 AND IM SORRY FOR ANY WRONG I DID I LOVE YOU ALL.EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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