Dancer Boy Baby!

BBQ pics Thank you KCW for letting us use ur house!!!!!!!!We all love u alot

2009-07-26T19:46:00.012+08:00

To all my beautifull darlings from Sr.4.Charity!!!=D
The picturecollection is not done yet. Will update some more once i collected all the pictures. For now just enjoy whatever i have at the moment.

As they say darlings, a picture can say a thousands words. Love u all and give the most love to KCW( Khoo choon wei) for being a great host to our BBQ party and letting us use his house. =) Thanks his parents 2!!!

From your one and only Dj saber

"When we dance, our body has its language of its own, when u somehow injure urself tats when ur body starts cursing xD" Qoute by shaun wan "a crazy,notorious dancer and bias bleh!"

Tag

2008-12-08T20:27:00.003+08:00

1. What is the relationship of you with him/her?
Peps and dawgs...a.k.a Bestfriends

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
Happy to see her,feel great,energetic,hyper,party!,

3. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Hmmmm be my sista haha!

4. The most memorable thing he/she have said to you?
"No matter what we still have each other,bro =)"

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
Uhhhh that aint gona happen mista haha!

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
....Im not sure i want her to be my enemy

7. If he/she become your lover, she has to improve on...
Well....she dont need to improve, she's cool enough *wink*

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
Ummm i dont think i want to cross that border buddy..haha

9. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
Hmmm be the best bro i can be aight XD

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
Coolirific

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Good side: Fun,crazy,nice guy Bad side: Annoying,Loud

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Love to have fun,dance and enjoy life, and look forward to the future

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Annoying and loud but no1's perfect

14. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Some1 awesome,good in social communication,be someone famous and help my family

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
I love you guys out there for watching over me, i appreciate what you've done for me and what you will do for me soon. I'll know i got you guys to watch my back and push me up if i need morale support. And for a little something for those who are Haters...as me from the street we have a little saying called "F*** OFF" haha

LOve yo fool..
Saberrrrrrr!

Tag by buddy lyn

2008-12-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

Tag by buddy lyn again haha

1. Do you think you're hot?
Hmmmm *cricket noise* YES XD

2. Upload a favourite picture of yourself ?
Sometimes if i like it =)

3. do you like the picture?
Maybe..sometimes...for awhile haha

4. when was the last time u ate pizza?
Omg...i think it was a month ago haiz

5. what was the last song u listened to?

Hmmm "make love in this club part 2" XD

6. what are you doing right now besides this?
Hmmm working on dance choreography for songs like "with you" "so sick" and "miss independant" tehehehe

7. what name do you prefer besides your name?
Hmm besides shaun? i like to be called Arentius(my roman name) haha

8. 5 people i tagged
-uhhh kristal
-uhhh buddy lyn
-uhhh havent yet
-uhhh havent yet
-uhh thats about it =D

9. who is number 1?
Ummm kristal cuz she tag me and i have no idea whats a tag at first...me noob XD

10. who is number 3 having a relationship with??
There is no number 3 so im allowed not to answer that *eyes moving about*

11. say something about number 5
There is no number5 Babay!!!! xD muahaha

12. how about number 4?
Yet again is there is no number 4 now r u gona leave me alone or do i have to sue you muahaha

13. who is buddy number 2?
OMG thats like Ze lyn!!!!! my BUDDAY!!!!!!1 HAHA LOVE YA BUDDY

The one and only
Saber

What shaun means

2008-12-08T18:09:00.015+08:00

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I got this from kristals blog haha

What Shaun Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are truly an original person.

You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are a very lucky person.

Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination (XD i like this part).

You often get carried away with your thoughts.(true in a way)

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. (==" very very true)

This is fun haha

Love,DD saber

Very late update

2008-12-04T13:29:00.016+08:00

Heyhey whatsup all you saber readers out there and yes i know...its been weeks pratically months since i din update...my bad XD seriously my bad.

So 1st thing 1st on the 16th november was the craziest party i ever been 2 and its WACK....seriously...sorry to the other parties i attented before but this wa the BEST. Hannah!! shoutout for ya Peace sis! love ya. and i wanted to post some pics but..i din take any cause we were having 2 much fun haha

2nd after a few weeks of boredom and laziness haha i went to yi wen's house!!! BOOYAH! 1st yi wen and yi lin showed me around their house and so many feng shui object...cool! but as usual having 2 much fun and not take pics....oni my manicures after i went home haha!

(f.y.i to those who are reading this...if y'all think this is wrong so be it...not
all boys do manicures and i feel cool having it, Haters!) soon after i tried yi wen mum's pineapple tart OMG just take one tart and you cant stop eating them haha addicting!. Then later i taught them some of my dance basics and later we did Chris brown-with you song....weeeee!!! we did some dance moves from me but then yi wen asked if we could do from a video she saw on you"TUBE". xD this is the one

Its like sooo my favourite and it took us some time to get everything right cause there's alot of spinning but its like so sweet and FUN. We tried for like a few hours and then we finally got it! WEEEEE we were all laughing and all that and watching yi wen and yi lin laughing crazily it makes me feel happy....i bet thats what dance teachers feel when their students got the moves right after......3hours haha. Then we played with GUCHHI!!!!!!!!! OMG I LOVE THAT DOG...AFTER THAT WE HAD IN CANTONESE (MOUSE TAIL) IT WAS AWESOME haha. then dance to "elevator,icebox and so sick". then we tried krumping(girl style) hawt! then byebye...T.T i gave yi wen and yi lin a hug...LOVE YA GUYZ.

Then a few days later i went to did my mole..and yes next year in school you will notice some of my mole came OFF haha. After the session my parents brought me to Petaling streets to get A new baseball cap baby!

This is him Big daddy D! and D stands for detroit ya

Then here's the other collection of baseball caps i got...I love my parents...^^ I GIVE THEM A BIG L.O.V.E

Then we got Black,green and delicious NY!...(f.y.i it glows in the dark!)

Then here he is..the one and only black and white from Echo park i give to you...mister NY ori!!! he's the first new york cap i got.

Last but not least here's mister reddish hotish NY(yes i bet now you realize i love NY XD) but icant wear him anymore..he's 2 small for my head T.T and he's fake I got him for only....12bucks haha

And on friday the 5th DEC went to my fav pep Hannah!! in the house! *background clapping* crib to hangout with suyen,brandon and xiao ying and i tell ya its fun...but im lazy to tell you what so im just gona give u hannahs blog add XD love ya sis! http://www.asentadoamor.blogspot.com/

Shoutout to Soreal! my peps and my loves!!

Love your baby boy,
SABER

What a tiring week @.@

2008-11-01T12:31:00.003+08:00

Yo, the Silverflair and yes its my dance crews name, we're almost to the finish. We have at least 80% more left out of a 100 but im satisfied with it. We(eli,me,lyn and ding han) complete our moves and now all we need to do is train the other 2. But the other 2(honn and mak wen) are fast learner and i have much faith in them that they will learn quickly ^^. As a member of the Silverflair Im bloody proud of them..cause we have these sayings like "Always keep moving forward" by Lyn who keep reminding me XD love ya buddy and mine which is "You can always reach for the starts, it depends on how high you reach for them" haha.

This year's concert the silverflair is doing their best and im bloody excited for that day to come!! XD. AND i just notice how bloody tired i am...i slept at like 12 at i woke up at 5 in the morning...then...10 then slept again. At the end i woke up at 12!!! so late....its been awhile since i slept like that. haha Well on the 29th of october it was the TALENTIME 1ST AUDITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and during that time we're not even ready....yet XD. still i mix the songs and we danced even though its not the full thing.

AND this is the most suprising thing...we still did great..a little messy here and there but we still did awesome. After our dance, Miss Olive,our principal came to us and said some thing like this

"You guys are very potential...if you guys need an advisor im here. Great job"

Roughly thats what eli and lyn told me and i was kinda...mixed up emotion haha. A day later Miss pinky told us that all 3 performances in form3 made it through the audition but..."BUT" there's another audition on Nov 12 ==" so means we have to step our game up. But still congratz to shaun ng and the ELC crew ^^. We gona rock the show 2gether as friends,family as one as others.

LOVE,

Baby Saber out!

Im back!

2008-10-17T21:42:00.004+08:00

YOyoyoyoyo wat up wat up y'all Saber in the back in the house!!! I feel like nelson mendela coming out of jail and free.So free i wish i could fly...seriously that would be like so awesome!!! Now there's so much to go through after PMR....

So 1st thing is

1. Have to work 100% as hard with the crew to prepare for talentime(Silverflair baby!!! peace!)

2. Have to remember my narrator lines from the POTOP.we're redoing the show for some college peeps my best guess is our schools college ^^

3. Plan out alot of things and work out some kicks in my moves

4. Double bucking up on my moves after the jap girls dance(Awesome!)

5. Get some starwberry syrup vanilla ice-cream wif banana slicing YUM!\

6. Getting ready to face PMR results...*takes rope and put around neck* now im ready

7.The school aint giving us a break man...we just started like for 4days and they want our full dance music and audition next WED?wtf........N got 40 over performance....WTF!! MAN

Well shit.......so much to do so little to say...Givin love to my baby girl from the East coast, silverflair and all my brothers and sister...much love to y'all!!!!!PEACE OUT

baby boy,
SABER

Update

2008-08-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hey y'all, sorry ive been missing for 4days. Been a long holiday and soon PMR yes PMR the 1st three words that scares me or even the smartest book worm in the whole malaysia XD. Poeple we got E.T.A (estimate time approximetly) 40days short till P-day for PMR. So get out your books, use every second to read at least 3 chapters before even going to the bathroom haha going NUTS HERE and i know i should keep calm but what the buck..i love nuts ^^

Okay so for my todays update i wana touch on a topics that seems to be bugging me since hell when.

1st i wana touhc on the "cons" of donation for the poor,handicap,and the needy. I mean so many people in the whole world are now conning cash for the so called "centres" for the handicap. Since these things keep happening, people's trust and consideration of giving donations have decrease so thin...that even we would just deny and say NO to those who are and maybe really in need. I know alot of people here and there are selfish pricks but if "cons" of these situation never happened i can feel easy that there's help to be given not denied. But still you cant blame everyone for being cautious....as some people have said " We won't help those who really need it...only the one's who ask for it" " All we're doing here is helping their wallets" " If we want to donate boy, we get the address of their centre then we donate(its the smartest thing we can do)"
but did you know right after they got the address they won't donate cause of people's believe that its just another "con" to get some "dough" into their pants....haiz.
I was in genting a few days ago....and i was eating with my family in gotong. Suddenly a indian lady and a 'special kid' were asking for donations and she kept pointing at the kid which seriously burn down my heart and appetite for food. My family said no and as usual said "This is a con"...after they left i felt so much...guilty and pity for the kid...haiz...

PLEASE PEOPLE!! IF YOU WANT CASH IN YOUR BAG...GO FIND A JOB NOT PREY ON THE SOCIETY FROM SAVING THOSE WHO REALLY NEED IT YOU BASTARDS!!!!!!!!

ELoz hehehe

2008-08-20T17:35:00.011+08:00

Its the 1 and only SABER!!! camwhoring =)

Hey y'all this is saber back with the story of my life XD so well...nothing interesting. Went to LM on the 18th...well that was a fun day since its the last day ill see my friends till next week....1st went to extra class in school lolx and yes we do have extra class but its nice to meet up with friends again. After school went home and showered and got ready to head to LM......reached Lm at like 1 sharp and meet up with yau yu and see ham OMG love you guys!!. Hangout with them 1st while waiting for eliamoooree and avalo chan. They're S.H.Y haha my new family to the list. They're wierd and fun hehehe. Then later went to hang out with eli and avalo.

Apparently i had to ditch SHY...T.T sorry guys!!!! when i got with eli and avalo, we went shopping hehe!!!me love shopping with friends and family 2. Then suddenly when avalo bought me my belated bday gift(the cloth around my neck) which was like 8 months ago....the 2 ladies there around their mid 20's started recording me....O.O spies on me!!! LOLX

Later we went to a place where there were some stalls from the mainland...our motherland CHINA!!!!BABY!!! Theres 1 stall with a very very funny uncle..he's cute and funky!! this is him

Anyways he owns stall which shows us the legendary story of the "Journey to the west" and he does everything by himself...the singing(during the olden tim they sing the stories out), the image planning, and ofcourse the characters. He's amazing then he

made me wear his hat XD. Me look like a nerd T.T but its fun.

Hehehe its me down there

The uncle...isnt he cute?>>^^

His stalll

The tittle of the show

Then as usual eli and avalo went to a shopand try their clothes while i have to wait with their stuff outside....with ALL THEIR THINGS.....so i camwhore abit....

Waiting for them to finish...bored! Yeeeheheheh my teeth muahaha!!!

Poem

2008-08-06T18:26:00.002+08:00

As i enter the room to study at night,

I saw a girl sitting quite right,

Facing her back to me and i did not wonder,

Who was that girl who hadnt had her slumber XD,

I ignored the thoughts from my head,

And went across the room past her black hair,

But as i sat down then i saw her,

Such beauty and grace that couldnt fly to no corner,

My jaws drop and my eyes pop,

To actually see a girl thats hot on the spot,

I tried to talk to her but it couldnt come out,

I sweat and panicked till my teacher shout out,

"Shaun focus on the board with your mind!"

I snapped out of my gaze at her beautifull eyes and went back to class,

But how can i focus with her on my mind.

I sat down on the chair while all my friends yap it out with their mouth,

Started poking and laughing, then shouting it out,

"Shaun's in love with the girl infront"

The one with the black hair at the front,

All the guys laugh and the girls go yerrrrr,

I feel so shy till i feel out of my chair like im a girl with no hair,

Started crawling under the tables hoping to get out,

Till i reach a feet standing infront of me now.

I looked up in fear to find my teacher(a male) looking down on me,

To tell me to go back to my seat and stop playing with my feet.

I stood up brushing my clothes of the dust,

The i saw the girl i just past,

Giggling at the sight of me,

My face go red till bakers bake bread,

I went back to my seat singing to the tunes of the beat,

From the bottom of my feet,

I started stepping it out on the tution floor,

Making some noise from the movie take the lead,

Everyone was watching and laughing away,

Some was watching me like their watching a toy,

The girl who i notice infront was smiling all the way,

I couldnt help to smile in the same way,

I sat down starring hot at her,

Wishing i could know her name it should be Star,

Later i look at the time, hanging on the wall facing the shawty like mine,

Then soon something hit my head like a brick from a construction site,

I check it out and it appears to be a paper,

I open it up and read the words on the paper,

It says "Hey babe meet me later",

To Be continued!!!

I'm Back!/Bored/Excitment/Family

2008-08-02T15:02:00.008+08:00

Yoyoyo Y'all Saber back here with the news of my life. My bad for not updating, not much to say...today im bored as hell and life is boring. Waiting for PMR to kill me and im kinda glad i forget my past. I hated it soo much.

Anyway i aint gona be a blue boy like i use to. Im looking forward to my life, and i spit at those who remind me of my past. Im kinda looking for someone to spice up my life you know? Some of you guys already have that someone who make you alive everyday with smiles and cheer of joy even with thinking about that someone. Im not necessarly saying i wana find a partner(gf). i mean at least a friend or anybody who can keep me on my toes eager for fun. That is something i want, not someone who drag me down with alot of bullshit and make me feel the pain......assholes.

Ahem XD my bad got carried away with that. I havent found that someone. and you know its not like "Shaun wait for the 1" and im like "What??im talking about excitment here not love" haha!!!
I love my friends and im gona name them in a list of different families. 1st my real family haha which most of you know. Im talking about my family of friends..not to say i dont love my real family i do...but this is about my fwens

1st family i can never let go

The Touche family OMG love them!!!
1.Elizabeth touche!! haha
2. Mark honk honk!!
3. Avalo neh chan!!!
4. Yi wen For chaos!!
5. Poh yee...egg tart girl!
6.Kang ming korean boy!!
7.Ze lyn....lyn!!!
8. DIng han...ding ding fool
9. Daniel eli's 1 and worthy price to keep ^^
( These are people i can never replace)

The SF(silver flair) family baby!!!!
1.Me ofcourse HOHOHO
2.Eliamoooree!!! gunk gunk
3.Ding han!! Noob
4.Ze lyn buddy!!!
5. Mak wen bluur dude!!
6. Mark the tapper!
7. Avalo the director!!hehe
8. Alex the boss...hmph!
( This family can walk with no boundries)

The S.H.Y FAMILY.....

1. See ham haha XD my seafood sis
2. Me as ha mai ^^ (dun ask)
3. Yau yu the honesystar sis +)

(With them i can be wierd as i wana be and we are the SHY!!)

Next my newly found family...the crack family
1.Amy XD my related cousin
2. Su yen the chacha girl ^^
3.Hannah the west side girl yoh =)
4. Shaunnie the dancer weee!
( These people are my fav to have fun with.)

My outside amigoes XD gagah
1. Andrew copy dog!
2. Kea li lil sis!!
3. Ru yi honeystars girl >v<
4. Cindy the old lady wakaka
5. Teoh kar li the gali girl Muahaha
6. Jia chi noob puppy...bite you ^^
(Without them, i feel alone in the outside world)

My sister family who i love alot!!!! Muacks!
1.Tracy!! oh gosh! *hugs*
2. Su Shen haha squirrel SIS!!!!!love ya
3. Hello kitty jiejie meow X)
4. Kit Mun the cool gal hehehe
5. Hannah........O.O haha! hug for her 2
6 Amy jiejie my Fun sis! haha
( With them i feel like a lil boy and pampered XD)

I love you all my peps and dawgs...No1 can take you away from me and they can die try to. No one can replace you guys NEVER you're my special thing ^^

Love, saber for ya blehhhhh

Past life/future daughter name/near safety accident

2008-07-24T15:28:00.007+08:00

You know many people every think about what was their past life before this once?(if any of you believe in past life) i know i do. And i had 1 dream i use to be a soldier but that wasnt really clear. But now the real thing is i have a conspiracy that i use to be a GIRL in the past.

It does explain somethings about me i mean like for instance:
1.) My emotional attitude
2.) My big boottayyy xD
3.) My feminine interest of gossip and magazines like (Galaxie,Hot,Malaysia celebirty mag)
4.) My interest in love songs like (teardrops on my guitar,I'm yours)
5.) It could explain why i might like entertainment
6.) It explain why i dont mind being so open
7.) Not shy to bootttyyy shake hehehe
8.) Nor minding hanging out with girls
9.) Prefer to dance then sport
10.) I think thats about it O____O

But what goes beyond this life and the past is still and unknown to me but im stuck between wishing i would know and wishing i wouldnt know. As everyone know the truth maybe as fearfull as the lies. OH YA!!! I HAVE A NAME FOR MY FUTURE DAUGHTER, well ok it started like this eli and avalo my 2 besties!!! Love you guys started naming people by their opposite gender like poh yee as Uncle Tony, Kun huat as Auntie Pink, Me as Auntie Bonnie(i like this name dun ask ^^) or Auntie Jennifer then this is the part where it hits me. I could be a girl!!! in the past. Soon my besties call me Jennifer or Bonnie Wan Wing ling. HAHA it was a good name for a future daughter of the wan family. I like that name, and i smile everytime i think of it haha. Jennifer wan wing ling.....got a ring to it. *winks*

Anyway here is the last topic to my blog today. It happened on Wednesday when we have our daily PE session we went down the long stops on the left side of block C. (For surians...you know?the long steps?the long.tall,tiring wans?) I was holding a radio while walking down the steps with my class. I was talking to eli and avalo about dancing and soon i trip and started falling down the stairs(in the way of walking down the stairs damn fast) if it wasnt for my classmates blocking the way i would have fall face flat but i safely made it to the foyer B floor, stood there radio tightly in my arms then fell butt 1st. Later Yong chang picked me up like a lil baby and drop me near the bar gates. Soon daniel pulled me over his shoulder and brought me down to Foyer A,which he as usual drop me down. I was returned the radio by zhe min and liamooree came by me and said "Shaun why did you run down the stairs to fast?i thought you did that on purpose and soon i saw you standing there for awhile before dropping. 0____O" and in truth i have no idea what happened but i think God saved my life that day for without my classmates, my face and teeth would be everywhere on the foyer ^^.

oK GTG love you all guys!!!

Praying for jules every night and every time

Love, your 1 and only D Saber!!! XD

Dancing

2008-07-23T21:16:00.003+08:00

For most people who already know i can dance is fine...im not boasting cuz dancing is nothing to be shy of, it should be sumtin you can be proud of. Ive been like dancing street for 4years so far and its a long way to get here. No teachers, no studio, no guidance...only my surroundings. Some dancing doesnt reli need teachers to teach. They're guiding you not creating your style. Each of us should have our own styles like Mak wen liquid popping, Ding hans strong footwork, Lyns and shaun ng amazing freestyle ability, Eli creativity and skills to female hiphop. We all have our specialties. For me...well i wun say much of me. Non-dancing ability also can help like My director Avalo check our sharp movements and beat coordination. She helped ALOT seriously ^^.

Dancing is kinda lonely nowdays since i havin found the right partner to dance with. I mean a person who can understand what i can. So far in skol ive only found 1 bboy who understands. Lin jie. He's a hard shuffler,krumper,bboy and he knows his roots from dancing like me. I love battling but as you know malaysians are shy to dance so few chances i can battle except at sungai wang. I wish for all those people out there and ESPICIALLY im aiming at cempaka. Any of you guys wana battle me please say so cuz im always ready. ^^ thank you

Love, dancing fool XD

I will never forget

2008-07-23T17:40:00.003+08:00

1st it was a sight not to forget

It was something so special few would respect

I've never seen such a thing

That make me dance and sing till dogs have wings

It lasted for few months i would never expect

That she was the 1st to make me sad

But it wasnt only tears that go down my eye

It was many things that would make me smile

Till angels from heaven can never frown

Time has taken its toll as it change

Till the place where we cant say

The 3 words that make skies drop

And can even break the earth of its solid rock

I miss her everyday

I wish i can speak to her cuz i have alot to say

I think i know what to see

It seems that we are never meant to be

I wish i could change time

To make your life as easy as pie

As we all wish we can fly back in time

To fix the mistake we wish we hadn't make

God i hope it was easy to break

As a heart is as gentle as a lake

Easily polluted, hard to clean

I think this is makin me queezy ^^

I love her and that will never change

Not even god can make this maze

From her heart to mine

Its not easy to simply fine

Such thing as to see

You wish you would be set free

Of your emotion and love

For the 1 girl you think you fell in love ^^

I love her,

I wish i could speak to her

I wish i could hold her

I wish i could kiss her

I wish i could hug her

I wish alot to happen these few days

I wish she would speak to me everyday

I wan to see her smile and laugh

So i can stop her from being sad

iM SORRY guys if this is kinda lame for a poem...im not good at it like i use to ^^

Love,saber D

Update recently

2008-07-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

Hey guys sorry didnt update awhile...was kinda bz and internet wasnt working that "well" ^^ ok 1st update

1. PMR is coming!!!!!!!!OMG time for playing is done, time to study has begun beware mortals!
2. Great news almost everyone under me can freestyle... Big Congratz to Shaun ng who achieve what many didnt think he can and im proud of him like a father to a son
3. Gone through some stuff with my past and now im hearing and doing what ive been told thats right
4. Maths seminar was awesome and suprisingly amazing. Science was okok....still have Geo,Sej,Eng,Bm(guh! XD) and i think Kh?O.O
5. Trying to get a job to earn some ching-a-ling hehe
6. Life still not as exciting i wan it to be
7. I went around the house in my towel cooking and eating stuff and no1 cared!! =D spectacular!
8.Sorry to a special sum1 for the past and i wish when the time comes we can stil be close fwens(i wan that to happen alot0
9. Praying ritual gona start soon yipeee!!! its like 30 days
10. Worried on all the things going through my mind at once @.@
11. Loving life and all my fwens(made new ones 2! ^^z)
12. God bless everyone, (fwens,family,distant fwens and all)
13. Gtg dad coming haha byez

Love, Ur buddy Saber!

XOXO

13 JULY 2008

2008-07-13T20:05:00.004+08:00

Sorry if i din update been well bz. 1st thing 1st ive said what i wanted to say for so long deep within me and i feel lifted from it but i somehow feel guilty. cuz now i know that some of my words arent really true. well at 1st i was kind mad and angry so i did made words that dint reli mean anything. i did love at her at the beggining. i would die for her even though im not her wif her i would still die for her. i would like to say thank you...you change my life and move me alot. ive been thinking like a fool and act like one. but you change me with your experience. there are some good sides of what you did.....i would like to say Im great for what you did...and im sorry of what i say or everything dumb i did..... IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID IN THE PAST, IN MY HEART YOUR ALWAYS MY FRIEND AND FAMILY...NO MATTER HOW MUCH U HATE ME.

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on the other subject i went to the japanese spring festival "THE BON ADORI" its an awesome place and its place in shah alam stadium. 1st we got into Kun huats mums car which we all fit in. We reach there about 6 at OH MY LORD there were so many people and mostly in normal clothes and all in yukata,kimonos,and uhhh japanese cartoon character (they said no cosplay but they got in sumhow...O.O). The food there was delicious...yum yum!!! but sadly the prices is very very bad. Alot of pretty and cute japanese girls there in their tradisional clothes. I took some pics with them but i cant display cause its not clear and its all MINE muahaha!! ^^ joking. Im serious about the not clear thing.

When me, my sis and yeng be's family sat down to get something to eat, i saw a girl in black and i start to wonder "Could that be who i think it is?" so i gave my "could be fwen" a call and waddyaknow it was HER!!! except she looks older XD sorry cindy. I went up to her and talk to her abit and i saw a girl in grey sweater, cute and nice face, long hair and OH GOD it couldnt be!! its my godsis i havent see for 2years. Haha i was kinda happy i saw her so i gave her a hug. Later all of a sudden cindy and my godsis almost spray 100plus on me till i ran away....far away. XD

So mostly i spent the whole day with my godsis talk about the years we missed. I bought her a drink, she brought me a fwen of hers haha. She's pretty and they both dance!! AWESOME! big coincidence ^^. We talk and laugh but soon we dance the traditional japanese dance. It was fun abit akward but its nice. Then we sat down and talked for like the whole day i guess soon i met her brother nice fellows good with his english haha. At 9 something its time to say goodbye to her and her hot friend T.T. I gave her more than 3hugs and held tightly bfore i say goodbye. After that we message alot and i went back to kun huats house and watched P.S I Love You its a very nice and heart-warming show. I actually slept in the middle of the movie and all of a sudden i woke up and saw the ending LOLX!!!!! we slept like at 2.am.

Wake up sometimes and slept haha wonderfull day and for any of you guys would say "whoa shaun sounds like a dream date for you" haha its not. Its just a day when i found back an old "girlfriend" of mine i din see for 2 years ^^

check y'all and god bless everyone....im sorry jules.....ur stil and always in my prayers thanks!!

Love, Saber your buddy

2008-07-04T21:19:00.006+08:00

Yo check y'all this is the 1 of the crew of the Silver flair and i got to say this I love all of you guys!!!!!!!

We maybe a dance crew but we're more than that. We're a family which choose people who not only or mus know how to dance but must have passion,attitude(good ones *wink*),love for it...^^ if u think ur right for us, u nid to do 3 things, prove it,show it,be it. Thats all y'all got to do be in...gtg bouncin! check!

P.S if u dare to hurt or touch or even say anything about me or my fwens i will fuckin kill you i SWEAR to the almighty father in heavens and other gods of the worlds i will hurt u like hell.....before u hit them come through me and u better hell stay away Dickheads

GIVIN MUCH THANKS TO MARK NG FOR CREATING THIS LOGO

Words about anger

2008-06-29T19:04:00.002+08:00

Ive been fucked up,
but i shall return,
to destroy those who deserve to be burn,
hope their soul will never return,
to the light where they have sinned,
damn their life to be who they've been.

Let their anger burn,
let their blood boil,
let their screams for tears and release of pain,
when it could only make it worst.
i shall smite them who stand tall,
i shall kill those who let their words come,
i shall strike their skin,
tear it out to let them see,
that they have thick skin,
to let anything in!!!

I SHALL DESTROY THOSE WHO WOULD SEE,
THAT UR HURTING ME MORE THAN U CAN SPEAK,
U SHALL BURN IN HELL FOR I CARE,
U SHALL FEAR ME WHEN IM THERE,
FUCK U ALL TO DAMNATION,
FUCK U ALL FOR THIS DETREMINATION,
TO HURT THOSE BEFORE UR EYES,
U SHALL DIE BY MY HANDS AND ONLY MY HANDS,
BEFORE I LET DEATH TAKE YOU AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my never forgoten shawty

2008-06-27T17:31:00.009+08:00

This is for her my shawty who's out there ....my fav music to my 1 and oni shawty ^^

Here the lyrics y'all dedicating chris brown part to her ^^

[Chorus:]Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down

I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause

I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine

baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me

Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me

search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine

shorty like mine

[Hook:]I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)

Cute face nice size like (mineee)

Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)

mean walk talk the talk help me tell 'em what's up

[Bow wow]

I knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'

Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girls

on my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me down

I roll wit her know go wit it now I'mma grow wit it now I'ma go get her that's how

I got her don't be mad you can't get one hotter broke them up when they made lil' momma

I don't care what my niggas say she been there everyday for my drama Some of the homies

hate cause they want her wish they the ones that's datin' my woman gone get a good look cause she fine

and I don't mind cause she mine

[Chorus]

[Hook]

[Bridge (Chris Brown):]I got all this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to her

I don't care what the fellas say bout it cause I got somethin' to say bout it

Wat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' it

There ain't a price u can put on a girl who knows just what to say whenyou need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else if

I don't know nothin' else I know

[Chorus:]Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down

I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause

I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine

baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me

Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit mesearch around the world but you will never find another shorty like mineshorty like mine

[Hook:]I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)

Cute face nice size like (mineee)

Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)

mean walk talk the talk help me tell 'em what's up

[Bow wow]I wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose her

I'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirls in that little skirt

just for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dube-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit the

right prize I'ma give it to her to the rhythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mind

you can't buy that and the site of her behind when she walk on by make anigga wanna try that she got the prettiest smile and she gangsta keep me

from runnin' wild and I thank her and we can talk about anything she got

good conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patient

Chins philosiphy(male) to love

2008-06-24T22:04:00.005+08:00

You know nodays in many schools we got the most population of people known as ah bengs or lala's but now thanks to 1 of my advisers *winks*......now today i would like to talk about their "love" life which is pretty simple to see and notice. ( Chinks is a type of person not a race kind..if u guys say "but we are all chinese" is because we are but this chinks are a type of person..==")

Chinks are easy specimen and spieces to understand and f.y.i if any of you would say "there is no such things as chins" then sadly people you are 1 urself cuz u dun understand it. Now starting with the ambicious male of the spieces. Male chins are basically noisy,hyper,jelled hair people who speaks every sentence with these bad words such as "ma hai,chi bai,diu ni ama" and soooo on. If you've been or heard people like this then yes u can finally say "He's a chinks". Now by count of their attitude they're more of a competitive people. They bound to show off or brag about something they can do but when someone can do better, they gain a very easy word to describe those people. They call them "lancee" people as u can say "show off". But now lets not go out of topic.Today we're goin to talk about how they connect themselves to "LOVE''

As many of well....rephrase that...few of you know that they have a love cycle called the G.B.S.D code that has been created recently. 1st word is GET a girlfriend. Chinks males will choose pretty girls of any kind regardless of their attitude and other features such as brains. All they need is Body and looks to secure their need of a "golden trophy". 2nd is the letter B means BOAST about their girlfriend most chins will say "Check my girl out...aint she HOT?" well they're not smart enough to say that but close. Chins group in big numbers espicially males, all their friends are like jockys except......noiser. As usual for a jock to brag about getting a new hot girlfriend so well they do the same. HAHA DUMB CHINKS *ahem* sorry.

Now next is S for skrew. Chinks will use the term "get into my pants" then leave her. They will use them like batteries till their satisfied for whatever they want and throw them away. Chinks will not like a girl who has features that will make any guy smile but instead have a pretty look and HELL is good enough for them. They will get a handfull of the girls body for their needs or well till they get bored or something.

And now finally the BIG D.....FOR DUMP! chins will dump their girl till their use is fullfill. Is a simple thing and they use the most outrageous and DUMB excuse ive ever heard........ like "your not fun to be with, umm no feel, i dun like you anymore, i like my ex, i like other girl" i mean if they want sex and all go find a hooker but they just cant seem to get it now can they? Girls out there listen to me good and well. Better to hurt the chin(male) before he hurts you more than you know. But most females have no idea what these chins are capable of to them. YA they maybe charming and handsome to take your heart but deep inside...the hunger to touch you grows as soon as he knows you trust him with your full heart.

LADIES PLEASE LISTEN GOOD...HURT THE CHIN BEFORE HE HURTS YOU AND TRUST ME IT HURTS MORE. THEY PRATICALLY DESERVE YOUR REJECTION AND DO NOT LET THAT "ITS COOL TO DATE A GUY WAY OLDER THAN ME" GO INTO UR MIND SO PLZ SKREW THEIR ASS BEFORE URS GET SKREWED THANK YOU.

Back to fwens ^^

2008-06-20T18:19:00.002+08:00

I think for a week ive been living in fear to say hi or afraid to even talk to her. There was alot of things going on between me and her and well its been a roller coaster for her mostly. I pity her alot about what happened in her life and so on. But never once i ever think of leaving her or walking out on her. I will hold on tightly and do whatever i can to help or wun let her go. Every night i pray for her safety and release of the pain in her life to GOD my 1 and only king. She's 1 of the few people i would never let go no matter how much it pain me or hurt me. I love her and all my friends like elizabeth,mark,daniel,avalo,ze lyn,lu yi,ding han,wing honn,meng lu,shannon,zhe min,kang ming( even though we're not as close as i think we are) and the list goes on so far till it can reach the heavens.Not only form3 but form4 people who treated me so nicely(some) like joo lee,amanda,steph,calvin,alex,han yang,ming kun,daniel,bilal,adam,fahan,kar lel they were all so nice to me and treated me like family and i for same love them alot 2 and all of them has been really really close with me.I love them all with my heart as much as i can. Life has friends, friends are like family, family is blood. Meaning if i would ever lose any of them...apart of me will fly away and die and inside of me i know im dying inside when 1 part of me even a drop of my blood(fwens) go away.

ALL I WANT TO SAY IS I LOVE U ALL EVERY1 AND IM SORRY FOR ANY WRONG I DID I LOVE YOU ALL.EVERY1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haters in school

2008-06-20T18:08:00.002+08:00

Today i felt so piss of at those people in my school we call "chins". They piss me off hard today and ya i know ur wonderin why?well i'll tell you why...they disrespect me and my way of dancing in school alot of times. I will train my moves by freestylin and in street freestylin is always good to learn new moves u never know. After dance classes i would freestyle on my own to release everything, anger,hate and all into an art form.

As i do it my other members will rest, pratice their moves or watch me freestyle then those freaking "chins" came and saw me doing what i do best. Soon later while going down foyer C stairs to Foyer B grounds i heared a tall sharp looking shit-head saying in cantonese "That form3 boy so damn show off(in chinese lancee, etc. LCLY)" when i heard this i was so outraged!!! i mean like in street freestylin is usual and they call this showoff???i mean like WTF! they seriously got a probelm with me?then battle me in the way i love.

STREET DANCE BATTLE BABY!!!!!!!!

You chins are so dumb in a way not knowing how to battle and wan to call me showoff??As a dancer like mewe take that as a challenge or an insult to our pride and love for this art.haiz screw their asses and sum1 in the school form4 prefect doesnt like me very much. Well if you dont biatch come and tell me in my face. I wun mind to take all the crap from ur mouth you slut. Dang lar u guys are so immature. In my way if u got sumtin to say, say it out then battle but i guess a slut like you cant even dance for shit now can ya?HMPH!

En karim insulted me!

2008-06-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

I am so hating that prick u call a teacher. en karim is our skols disiplin teacher and actually i kinda pity him cuz of his wife!! now im piss off!! on 18 june 2008 i fell full impact on my right kneecap...i told the teacher about it and the following conversation goes like this.

Shaun: "cikgu my knee feels funny i think its bruised up"
Teacher: "you should get some ice on that"
Shaun: "ok then can i go get it now?"
Teacher: "where u goin?"
Shaun: "uhh the skols clinic?"
Teacher: "later"

The next thing you know my kneecap swollen so i got some ices on it but the nurse wun let me use some bandages so i use rubberband to tie around it and use my PE shirt to tie as a bandage to keep it where it should be. So as usual mark(my loyal bestfwen) would accompany me up to class from clinic and guess what karim called me in

Karim(using black cuz he is): "dik mari sini"
Shaun: "what cikgu?"
Karim: "kenapa kaki macam tu?"
Shaun: "kaki saya cedera lar cigku"

Karim: "take it off"

Shaun: " *suprise face* why?"

Karim: " (translation his bm into english) i saw 1 boy wif a leg like urs going around KL asking for

money"

Shaun: " *outraged face, din say anything* *takes cloth off and storm away*

later at the stairs i was like WTF? is he calling me a begger?i was so pissed off i was cursing and shouting his name at the foyer C stairs...mark was shock by my anger and try to calm me down but plz lar he's always "students mus learn how to respect the teachers". he's saying it like respect can be bought and asked from. He dun respect people then why should we do the same?I was so pissed off till i shouted this to my fwens and they all agreed that he's a prick. Later at GKK we were dancing as usual and my leg feels soooo much better that i can bust a few moves. Later he saw me and smiled wif his prick ass face and said "Shaun ini suka berlakon, tipu orang sahaja" HOW DARE HE FUCKIN SAID THAT!!!!!! I WAS SO PISS OFF I KRUMP BEHIND HIS BACK THAT MUCKIN BABI!~ HE HAS NO RIGHTS TO JUDGE ME AND HE DOESNT EVEN KNW ME FOR LORDS SAKE I SWEAR!. Haiz....this is displince?where himself has no idea what it is!!! *sigh* oh well....he's a prick what else?

Shouting out to all my peeps and fwens love you all ^^ everyone in my life i will always love them!! everyone!! ^^ *wink*

how i wan to meet my shawty (dream girl, just a dream ^^)

2008-06-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

I always dreamnt sometimes that 1 day i will my "shawty" in the most amazing way. I always hoped she's a hot street dancer battling at a party or open dance battle anywhere and i go in and dance with her or battle her. After that (me or her win) i would approach to her resting or drinking and talked to her saying how amazing she moves and never seen anything like it before. Then she ask me to dance with her again and we conquer the dance floor together ^^ OOOOHHHH GOD i would love that. Me and my girl dancing together on the floor like the dancers we are. maybe get her email,phone contact and she lives nearby my place and hallelujah!!!!!!!!!!!! ladies and gentlemen my shawty!!!! haha but sadly *sigh* i haven found that girl, well cuz no girl in malaysia will haev mad street skills or they do and they dun dare to show it out. i know i may never find her here or in my school but i know 1 day maybe after PMR dancing in sum1's party or a open dance battle in a shopping mall or public area. i will know if my shawty's there cuz she got the moves i would love to see that will make my jaws brek open wide.....SHAWTY IM COMING FOR YOU!!!!! WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!!XD... PEACE OUT Y'ALL Saber singing out! Givin a shoutout to joo lee!!!! best wishes and love to her i pray ^^ peace out V y'all!

16 may the silver flair DAY!

2008-06-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

On 16 may is the day the silver flair shines against......this....wonderfull school (sacrasm). We prove that street is the best thing to a dance but "SOME PEOPLE" do not understand that term. see ive been dance for like 4 years?and all my style is street and only street. Me and my crew have shown these people wats street but somehow it don't get to their thick skull and they dunno what it means to be street...i love crew....my family....my fwens ^^ >>>> thats them me, mak wen,ding han, ze lyn and eli!! ^^ we're bunch of crazy people who have fun with the moves but times get short...we get serious laddies and in this crew we get to express ourselves openly and we all love dancing that whats this crew is about not the fame or glamour but the enjoyment of dance(very few people get this concept haiz). we rock the school,the show and the crowd haha!...later the band take pics and me as usual going around the school with eli and mess around. we went to the office and teachers room around taking random pics with our schools most beloved ^^ enjoy!!

Cramp damn hard at 6a.m and miz skol T.T

2008-06-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

Damn crap....around 6 in the morning my lower leg muscles strain up and here comes the pain CRAMP!!!! it hurts like hell and i was jumping everywhere till it stop and i quickly stay still and didnt wana move at all....at the end i MISS SCHOOL...haiz i like scholl abit all my fwens,work is acceptable and teachers i like ^^. so mostly i am stuck at home hoping this pain wont bother me tomoro seriously if it does i am sooooo goin to be reli pissed!!! im not the type to let physical pain ruin my day....well gtg rest...stupid cramps....byez y'all peace out from SABER!!!!<<<<<see my signature colour yeeeeeee!!

This is me all about me haha

2008-06-11T18:20:00.001+08:00

Bored at home so i took some pics of myself gangsta!!>>>>homie!!!

Today was sad

2008-06-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

Today i was like sooooo bored with no society at GKK and i kept looking at foyer C floor....all empty....no use....haiz i always imagine me and a group of people dancing there...them following my moves and all...its nice to see that and my heart feel free and i was happy. im pretty excited when i saw that and wish i could haha...well i hanged out with MJJ,calvin,amanda,joo lee and alex at the magazine cabin as usual watching them doing their things. i was thinking quite deep on wether i should set this club or not haha. Some people think im being emo when i go deep thought haha quite funny oh well...time to bounce check y'all later peace V XD

1st time writing this O.O

2008-06-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm first time writing this BLOG thing, STILL TRYing to figure this thing haha. Sooooo sorri if i seem abit well...not sure how to blog haha im 15 and a half but if u see it properly that my birthday is january 6 1993 i should be 16 yay!!..haha i love dancing!!! big fan of street stlye hiphop and love watching movies with comedy,dance,romance with comedy,action with comedy haha anything with comedy is the BEST. i love making fwens and 1 of my friends say im the oni 1 of my kind here....the dancer type haiz,.....i hope there's sumone out there like me......well this is my 1st post and i hope this is wat they all do for 1st time ^^ au revoir(french for byebye)